Friday, July 31, 2009

haha hello, hmm i'll miss this blog. but hey it'll still be open, and i guess i'll post stuff here once in a while. hopefully. haha ah wells.

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10:42 PM

Friday, July 24, 2009

Mechanical. everything's just sort of became mechanical. things are just becoming more and more.. well, robotic. i'm turning into a machine that spits out cans when you slot metal discs into an opening which you can hardly call a "mouth". even my emotions are pre-set. one moment you're happy the next you're not, like switching on lights. we're trying to save electricity anyway. let's turn off the lights in a room when we're not using it. sure.

the only time where i feel that i'm not a vending machine or a toilet paper dispenser is in sleep. dreams. ah yes, the only time when i'm able to escape into fiction and non-reality. when the real me comes out to play.

you know what, maybe i'm just being pessimistic. maybe i'm just turning into a rain cloud hovering over the ocean when what the seaweed dancing in the ocean really need right now is sunlight, and not somemore water. but hey, i'm just speaking my mind; machines can't do that, does your computer "beep its hard drive?" hmm well. no.

but hmm let's just stop for a while now and let the seaweed get some sun, shall we?

~ aline is a grape. a green green grape. grape. grape. grape. grape. GRAPE. ~

insert coin here. this post will start smiling.

why ask a computer-generated series of words to do it? you've one that you can call your own. =)

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11:59 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009

Hello.

the computer crashed. maybe it ate something wrong, something like, i don't know, aline? then hahaha it started er getting a stomach ache so i thought it would be gastric but according to the SMART ALINE THEORY there are many different types of stomach ache. so yea maybe i gave it the wrong medicine or something then i started to get sleepy so i accidentally sat on it and broke it, cos apparently another SMART ALINE FACT is that ashley's fat. hahaha what am i doing man.

haha hello. okay hmm, let's try to rmb what happned i the week..

tuesday. home econs. stupidly stubbed my thumb on the table. did the curry while claire decorated her fingernails with dough. went back with aline but we didn't take the bus, instead we bulldozed through the ground and went to the mrt station that way because we couldn't fly there cos of something.. hahaha. lalala okay. wednesday. ahhh hahaha kou tou biao da.. it's not funny okay blub. haha. talked to rachel, rachel and bernice about alot of weird stuff hahaha. and thanks to rachel, my student diary finally has COLOUR in it. =) yay. thank you yingqi~~. hahaha. thursday. GYM. *DA-DA-DA~!* haha let's not talk about it. okay! then haha debated with rachel, rachel, bernice, jennifer and mel about lit. it turned out to be better and more fruitful than putting pen to paper. or so think it was. then lalala stayed in school with ju ju, lynn lynn, huiyi and congying. yup.

today. came back late with jamie and germaine for lit. gosh haha. physics was sick thanks to mel. then went for the briefing thing after school where megan had so much fun with me. i.know.you.liked.it.megan..~~ haha okay! then the capillaries branched out together and we hit each other with paper. yes okay, whoo GO CAPILLARIES! hahaha.

i'm sorry,
if when you needed a smile,
all you got was a frown.

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9:53 PM

Monday, July 6, 2009

Questions of the heart

Unspoken words,
Unanswered questions.
The silence hurts,
So does the tension.

The pillow – wet,
The heart – not mended.
The mind – searching,
For pieces; fragmented.

Another thing,
That’s left unresolved.
Another barrier,
That can’t be dissolved.

Guilt tears away,
Determination.
Reality? Or,
Imagination?

Perhaps it’s me,
Inflicting the pain.
Idiotic, and,
The one who’s ‘insane’.

I’m sorry, my
Friend, we will pull through.
When you’re ready,
I’ll be here for you.

thanks bong. =)

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6:29 PM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

hello. i haven't posted since i forgot when. hmm yea.

hmm school. yea well lots've been going on. i think i'll post more some other day or something. gosh i'm tired. haha this is such a stupid attempt at trying to post something. okay whatever i'm going to sleep. see you on monday i guess, bloggie. nites.

"i know you've been through rough times
kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
so don't tell me that nobody gets you
cause i'm standing in your corner
knocking at your door
you don't have to be alone
just call my name
let me be an answer
cause it hurts me to see you this way
i wanna ease your pain
help me understand
let me be your shelter my friend"
-corrinne may, shelter

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12:38 AM

Sunday, June 21, 2009

clogged. stuffed with watery bits of tissue and gross sediment from some river. it is clogged. tried to flush it down, but the water squirted out halfway and now it's still.. clogged. tried to find a plunger, but the plunger somehow got stuck and i can't get it out, so yes, it is still.. clogged. no, the toilet's working fine, it's my head that's. CLOGGED.

it's taught me alot. and also given me nice skin but that's not the point. yes we did dread it but now i realise that it did me a great favour by pointing a mirror straight at my face. of course apart from noticing the nice skin that drinking lots of water and removing dirty stuff through sweat resulted in, it showed me something else. something that i threw down a deep dark trench sometime ago and it gave me a torchlight and a rope to go and get it. okay i have no idea what i'm saying so just ignore the last sentence. okay yea it just made me realise alot of things and yea i learnt alot from the experience.

staircases. you have to climb it to get up. they're not like lifts where you can just jab a little button and go straight to wherever you're heading to. they're not like escalators, well unless the escalator breaks down then it becomes a staircase but okay i'm straying from the point. staircases. yes staircases. well ultimately you have put in some effort before you can get to the place, so yea that's life man.

haha i'm sorry, i'm just trying to un-clog my head right now. okay sigh i should get started on work. yes, and bong, i posted yea!

jiayou aline!

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2:37 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

The urge to blog. yes, it is an extraordinary phenomenon. It's just an urge, whispering softly to me like the wind. okay yes there's no link but it doesn't have to have a link to make sense because ultimately, "i make all the sense in the world". yes i do.

yup, okay so let's start.

friday. coh. er what did we do. my memory's really failing me. ah i really don't remember.

sunday. plaza sing with wan ting to get farewell stuff. after that worked on the presents at her house. omg the roses are gross man. but haha our masks were super nice. the instructions on how to fold the roses don't make the slightest sense man. everything was quite miniature that day. the pictures of the roses were quite huge, but after folding them they were tiny man. then the box looked so big in the wrapper but yea it was small. and i know i should've learnt my lesson from initiative, but the styrofoam balls were everywhere around the room so haha yes another smallish thing to talk about.

monday. pre-camp day 1. tentage and gadgets. whoo we got the DOME TENT. domey domey domey tent. ah gadgets. the ground was like rock hard. yet another sign that we have to start saving the earth. the ground was thirsty, deprived of this amazing element that moisturises and refreshes. no not water, but lotion. we should water the ground with lotion, then instead of fertilising the grass with karin's excretion, we can moisturise it with body lotion. and the mornings in school would be filled wth sweet memories of lavender and milk lotion. yup.

coh. went to the cc to paint the banner and discuss the script for the skit.

tuesday. pre-camp day 2. kitchen shelter and topography. okay haha did the kitchen shelter with percival and siege perilious. yup okay it was quite saggish but yes the pegs didn't want to go in either. yup then drew very nice portraits of aline, jac and ourselves with shakespeare haha.

coh. stayed in school to film a bit of the video. before that had level farewell stuff and went to lunch with xinhui, janice and sici. i'm sure they had lots of fun with thumby and GREEN PLATE. "say hi to me sici! say hi to GREEN PLATE! ouch why are you scratching my face??" ah yes yes. yup then while they were filiming the stuff stayed in the class with bong and talked about stuff. yup.

wednesday. pre-camp day 3. ember cooking and axemanship. our corn and mushroom was nice. =) haha yup okay the bananas with chocolate didn't look very apetising but they tasted quite okay. whoo and our patrol did it with only like 3 ppl! whoo HOLY GRAIL PATROL! hmm aline couldn't come. =( haha hope you're feeling better aline! yup then had axemanship.

coh. filmed bits of the video again. yup.

today. coh. filmed the video. sat at the specs stand for a while and had a very nice time reflecting about stuff and looking through the scripts. it's like so nice man, to just sit there and think about things. ah i love st nicks man. yup then went back to the class and resumed filming and discussed guides own. lunch. level farewell skit rehearsal. ah i'm sorry aline, jac, ju and xinhui! sorry you had to put up with moody me. =( after that filmed the video agn and talked to bong about stuff. whoo GIB. hmm yup. and thanks nienping and tabitha for everything after the meeting. =)

ah yes long post. okay haha.